strangely enough it depicts the emotions inside of this Boy named, idiot.

okay so heres how the story entitled "27/3/2008" goes...

once upon a time, there was this boy named "idiot". Well he's got many names but he preferred this one cos it was given to him by this girl whom is known as, "kuku" They were really really close in the beginning but later on things went a little sour.

Since 'idiot' was missing 'kuku' tremendously he decided that  he'd meet her one fine day. Days and nights prior to the meeting date, he practiced so hard. Endured the sting he felt on the tip of his fingers each time he slid his fingers across the guitar to play a different note. Each time he strummed the strings, the chords of his heart sounded as though it was in tune and all was well. Days passed and eventually that fine day came. He was all revved up and really enthused that he'd finally get to see her again and surprise her. Armed with his heart, guitar and his pic, he set out to head to sengkang to meet kuku. The journey was no doubt arduous, but he believed at the end of it all, rewards would be reaped. Upon arrival, he saw her. Yes it put the widest smile on his face, then turned around his 'brother'. A good friend whom idiot could actually count on. Immediately idiot felt as though all his hardwork would have been in vein.

In the bus, idiot wore a face of disbelief. He tried to look at kuku but was too overwhelmed by what was happening. Turning his ipod volume up, he tried with all his might to chase the demons out of his mind. Looking at his guitar, he shook his head and almost said, get me out of here. It was a feeling which he'd never felt before. The amount of disbelief was too much to the extent where by no words can describe. Idiot did have the opportunity to get himself out of this predicament when the bus came to a halt at the Yishun MRT station. Yet his bum was stuck to the seat and his heart and mind was holding on to the hope that the surprise would go on.

Upon their arrival at Admiralty MRT station idiot thought what well if he had taken her somewhere nice, he could eventually carry out the surprise, let alone talk and have some time together with kuku. And just as he whispered into kuku's ears, my "bro" bided me goodbye as if there was nothing wrong. Looking into her eyes i wanted to say those illusive 3 words that would make the clock stop and his heart start to beat again. With a hug, instead of it ending the torment just went on. This was not what the story was supposed to be.

The Reason why idiot didn't msg kuku alot in the morning the past few days; he was practicing the song that he was going to play to kuku.

The Reason why idiot had eye bags on the day when this all happened; he had been practicing all night long, getting his vocals and fingering right.

The Reason why idiot decided to go on and hope to complete the surprise; because she DESERVED to be surprised in that way.

The Reason why idiot lied to 'bro' about the timing of band practice; idiot wanted to spend more time with kuku if he could.

The Reason why idiot did this story; for kuku to know how idiot was feeling.

The Reason why idiot hasn't replied your message; he's writing a story and hopes to hear from you soon.

The Reason why idiot doesn't regret anything; she's just the best he's ever had.

-The summary-

He went all the way down to sengkang to see her, try make her happier :) ended up back infront of his laptop just like me, writing this story because never before has he felt this way.

The song he was supposed to play for her was, "You're just the best ive ever had", kuku now do you remember idiot saying ill let you hear it someday?

Once again it all anded with a hug. He looked back at her and she did the same. He missed her as hell but knew that there was not much that could have been done, with a heavy heart he make a 360, and now the rest is history. History is kuku's favorite subject :)

-THE END-

You know, at least now you know what im feeling. Im not angry at you or anything. Like you said it was a coincidence and i believe you. Afterall you haven't lied to me before. Yes some may call me naive, but this is the way i feel. Yes im sad. Very sad. But like they say, another day, another lesson learnt. Im sorry if im being petty or anything like that i hope you understand. I bet its never happened to you, stay that way :)

-quote of the day-

"oh how grey my skies are without she within thee"

cheapskate shakespear <3

idiot still does...