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Friday, January 25, 2008
myother half
argh! long time no post! =( well reason being, NO reason xD shall start off with the most immediate even that has ditched me into dilemma nd utmost saddness =(( well i shall muster all my courage nd reveal my points..hai, got 12points which was inclusive of deduction of 2 bonus points x( well wasn't my target BUT surprisingly i don't regret not trying my best cos' there were certain circumstances nd incidents that happened on route to O's..they could have really derailed my focus but all in all i did okay luh..BUT still ofcourse sad :( im officially going to slap mr tan's head! arghhhhhh..my folio totalled to 140 pages plus nd i had really put in lots of effort into it, YET i got a freaking C5 for D&T..i got a A2 for N's! nd O's isn't that different! argh! so so frustrated ><..hai..
okay results aside, now what do i want to do..i can choose practically any course at the polytechnic =D but frankly now after some careful deliberation im left with either marine engineering, aeronautical engineering nd chemical engineering. Well, all three pays extremely well..a chief engineer onboard a ship earns $USD8000 to $USD10000 easily, but the thing is that i need to study for 3 to 4 years to get the chief engineer certification nd i have to stay away from family nd IF i do get a GF! (HAHA!) i have to stay away from them =( am i prepared for that? now i will find out the power of prayer..
okay ENOUGH bout' results nd where i want to go after goes..i'll sleep over it tonight :)
it's been bugging me so much that i haven't gone out for the lunch thingy with "geline"..i really feel like an ass for like postponing it time nd time again =( i bad at making promises :( maybe i shouldn't promise anything to anyone from now on xD just like i promised yan zhen ill bake her a cake..nd i REALLY did, just that that time she was busy on saturday nd she i couldn't pass the cake to her :( intending to do it before valantines before i go to china nd see dad! wah its pretty cold there now 8 degrees ...shudders..well, if i want to learn something, i have to suffer nd sacrifice abit yah nd now im learning that life is FULL of sacrifices :( well O's showed it to me but now that im looking into what i want to do in the future, its really opened my eyes wider =) i hope that im going to make the right decision, BUT whatever i do, i need to sacrifice ALOT, just like what i did with "YOU"(always special one) so that you'd do well nd i not drag you down..
on a brighter note :) i went to terminal 3 yesterday to send dad off to Guangzhou =) wah had to wake up at like 4 plus cos dads flight was at 745..tsktsk, why mann so early..so anyways went there once had checked in went to walk around, well didn't manage to go up to the viewing gallery..darn the viewing gallery at T1 is small.the one at T2 too..terrible people nd they just make it small enough so much so that you can see the A380 nd a couple of 747's..funny people mann..T3 wasn't that bad, nothing special i must say..hahas but the toilets are truly the best of all the airports ive been at! -bleahh- hopefully i get to go again when i go to Guangzhou soon =) i wana go when its cold! whohoo! =D
nd on a EVEN brighter note, tomorrow is my FIRST match! =D ahahas! want to make a good impression on coach =) i MUST! =DD so pleased mann..so in view of tomorrow's match, i have to get some sleep, or at least ill try with so many things on my mind :( aiye..
i'm giving up on the "four-letter word"
-quote of the day-
"i believed in a miracle, i used to believe in you"
heart melted to the ground,found something true 10:38 PM