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Monday, January 21, 2008

myother half

hellohellohello =DDD well today i feel like putting out an EMO post..well not exactly a emo one but just regurgitate what has been en capsuled inside this volatile heart of mine..

today, was supposed to go to school for training with track nd field people..but so happened after making lunch i came down with a flu..aiye so decided not to go for training, there have been cases whereby people who had flu nd went for training fainted nd faced all sorts of complications xD so decided better not, feeling better now tough nd im going to try reach pierce reservoir again tomorrow morning =) going to set off early in the morning, probably before sunrise? i want to get to the more challenging part of the run with sufficient energy left :) well im still feeling the same way as connie :(..like 'extra', moreso me being a graduate of YTSS, nd technically im NOT supposed to go back there for trainings..should i keep my stand and not go for their trainings..besides i think i have enough knowledge to maintain my standard ..nd nikita can help me out here nd there.well, only time will tell..

now down to the more emo part, was talking to the girl who called me her "guy darling", yes ive learnt my lesson not to reveal too much personal information on this blog xD so anyways i told her that i have never called someone 'sayang' nd really meant it, why?..well im still reveling in that mystery..nd the sad fact is that i may just have fallen for her but i don't think shes in for the long haul, Evangeline told me today, go find one nd maybe you two will stay together forever...well we'll see bout' that, seriously doubt it tough
but really ive only been on one serious relationship which lasted a mere 6 months..hhahas so you people (both guys nd girls), if you don't believe me nd still insist that i have MANY ex-s, i hope this has laid your perceptions to rest :) you might ask why only one serious relationship, i may say im picky,cautious, nd most probably unattractive in more than at least 3 ways..well its up to you to decide :) bottomline is that, im not like people who change boyfriends nd girlfriends every 1 to 2 months,ive got a heart, nd those of you out there who do such a lowly nd immature act..i SALUTE you :) if you get what i mean, what goes around comes around...

back to a more suttle topic, today =D so today went to gym gym with zhi min, msgd Evangeline the entire day, kina nice..nd im so SORRY the late replies again..you know why =) so at gymgym there was a girl eying both me nd zhi min..aiyo! but seriously mann bro she was gunning for you! ;) i don't care when we go to gym on wednesday im going to get you two together =DDD muahaha! shes not bad looking luh ah..so after that went to NTUC to get groceries for lunch nd walkind with zhi min back home nd talked bout that LOUDMOUTH..bro you're too good for her.ha! nd the rest of the day was bore bore bore nd more boredom =S

-quote of the day-
"though these bordered eyes a significant outer beauty cascades the interior beauty"
cheapskate shakespear <3

nicenice song =D

One shot :mario vazquez

Verse 1:
If I were a builder
Then you'd have a castle
Drive on the highest mountain
And if I were a buildiner
I'd give you every material thing
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {we can do it girl} do it girl

Verse 2:
I'm talkin' 'bout love in the mornin'
Just like you want it
Anything you need you can call me for it
Now girl I'm only human
I'm full of many faults
I'm guaranteed to fall short (guaranteed to fall)
But you'll never hear about me cheating
*'Cause* I never would betray your trust
No matter what
I will look to you and only you for love
I treat your soul like it was mine
What a privelege to me to breathe your air
Doesn't that say that I care?

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you *you're* the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
Your one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

Bridge:
I'm talkin' all my heart
All my soul
Always stay
Never go
Ohhh yeah
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

I'm talkin' 'bout everyday
Everynight
The rest of your days
The rest of your life

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot

                                        We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

heart melted to the ground,found something true 10:59 PM