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Sunday, December 9, 2007

my other half

Back to blog blog! =D okay so whats been happening in my all-so-interesting post-exam days of mine ( said with the tinge of sarcasm) well..SHAWN! yes shawn sent me a comment on friendster telling me not to GIVE UP! omg..why do so many people know about it ah? its not like i've mentioned mentioned who it is HERE..anyways..shawn has just cast me back into my EMO mode.garhh! i know you people are sick of it already so shan't say more xD

so yesterday(saturday night) went for the normal routine run to get back to PROPER fitness level..orelse ill be a laughing stock when training with the sch0ol team =( sad huh..so tried to be MORE adventurous nd went towards mandai road or something..nd came across this sign saying "selatar reservoir"- -> followed my arrow pointing in the direction..so went that way luh! im ALWAYS getting myself into trouble from banging mums car nd getting knocked down by a car while cycling to sch0ol to make MILO for councillors x) soyea why not add to my growing list of 'close-tragedies'..it was already 9.20pm..NO STREET LIGHTS! omg was s0 dark mann..but i was feeling alright to go on..soyea controlled my pace nd went on..then there was this eery vibe that i was getting so i decided to turn back..as i angled my eyes toward the ground so prevent any sudden shock..but how to run l0oking downwards!? eventually resistance was futile nd i l0oked ahead ..nd i THINK i saw 'SOMETHING'..i shan't do indepth..i prefer to not contemplate that i REALLY saw 'SOMETHING'..=( if you want to know..ask me personally ill tell you everything =)..FORTUNATELY nothing happened..well..should i go back again? the same route?..omg.ill bring my rosary with me if i do..amen =) well till another day of cardiovascular conditioning.then will i find out =D

so todays going to be definetly LESS treacherous than the ghastly encounter =(
first going to novena for 7am mass then gymgym! =D gym opens at 9am..so can go get healthy breakfast so can have energy to PUMP WEIGHTSS!!! finally the muscles have ACCLIMATISED to the training..no more SORES! nd that can only mean in ready to pun on more of the weights nd up the reps =D other than that ill be pondering...daydreaming...dreaming...missing nd ofcourse
loving you <3>

"day nd night i can't help but miss you, this much i say is true..theres not much point if you don't want to open up or take the first step sometimes.. but for you its an exception cos i want to believe that you nd me..we can work this out..if you think it can't..let me hear it from yours to my rumbustious heart.. "

cheapskate shakespear <3>
ive got the almost PERFECT song that describes whats going on dear..

"Only Love"

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

im missing you dear <3

heart melted to the ground,found something true 2:15 AM