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Monday, December 3, 2007
anatomy of the heart <3
Well i guess this is the start of my blog! im not too enthralled by it simply cos' i don't know where to start! okay..today i was supposed to go to our sch0ols prom but i just didn't feel like it you get what i mean. okay you don't. Well whats the use of a prom when you dont have a prom date right!?so sad huh..well not everyone going to the prom has a prom date either so they are just going there for FUN XD nd is i were to take that special person along, it wouldn't be possible cos shes sec 2! yesyes i like a sec 2 girl nd she's super nice =D don't ask me why cos there are just too many reasons..i'd go on till the night grows old nd the sun tries its utmost to peer through the slightest slit in the clouds..well lets ravage through my heart..<3one side is saying hang in there and give her time to work things out with her studies nd her mum cos she said that her mum would go berserk if she found out her daughter was in a relationship..nd she doesn't want to put her studies into jeopardy =( i understand that nd i don't blame her for it too..besides she's doing SO WELL nd she's in a very good class =Danother side is saying forget about it nd let her go..well its also another probable avenue but I'd be going against my heart right? oh god help me..nd besides she's nt really taking the initiative either? well she said she liked me but thats seriously left me 'dangling'..like me as in friend-like?or special-like?..I don't want to ask her as much as it kills me that im not asking..cos' it may seem that im pushing too much..well every action has an opposite reaction..(physics) unfortunately physics doesn't come into play in the anatomy of the heart <3
so now moral of the story..im stuck.looks like im loosing you.
heart melted to the ground,found something true 7:34 AM
