myotherhalf

MOVED!

2008-07-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

IVE MOVED PEOPLE! :DDDDDD

RELINK OKAY! :DDDDDD

http://thomastommy.livejournal.com

Tonight

2008-06-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

Tommy Boy rocks! (hey he does okay!) im so sad angelica a.k.a PEI SZE just called me a mad dog! like wth :/ and it was because i WANTED to sing this i promise you to MYSELF. Oh god why did you create people like her.

Im running out of thoughts already so i shall blog about my fantabulous math paper today. Strangely enough i could finish all the questions. Whether or not they are answerd correctly is another grandpa story. Yes my brain is fried now so forgive me if you're reading this and discover that 95% of it is crappy. On top of that ms angelica is over the phone so i can't be here too long :(

ohwell to the question, "why did god create people like angelica"

the answer is,

"to annoy her to the MAX MAX and to love her the same way too :)"

adios earthlings!

:)

2008-06-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

VANAKAM! :) see, im blogging. (okay as if you wouldn't have found out already)

Tonight's been a crazy night but surprisingly enough i got some math done and i was over the phone with angelica while doing it! Praise the lord for he is good and in that he just pulled off a miracle. That said i want to dedicate this post to this girl affectionately named, copycat Angelica meow :)

She's the one whom i talk to practically EVERY night before i turn in to the extent where by even my 'gf' gets annoyed at me for it. Its 'STRANGE' when i think back how we actually met and it was over FRIENDSTER when we actually started to converse. Remember the "compos" we used to write? That turned to SMSs and then phone calls. Here we are now and i don't regret every minute spent over the phone with you or every word that was being typed on the "compos" we exchanged over friendster. You know what, i don't intend to :) There's so much more that i can and want to say but it's just put you to sleep. If there were a last something that i'd say pertaining to you it'd be this...

"no matter how bad my day would be

tonight as i talk to you

my sadness would surely flee"

cheapskate shakespeare <3

My glorious! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-06-16T13:24:00.000-07:00

PRAISE THE LORD! :DDDDD im finally back from back-to-back camps :) and yes i have this inclination to blog about my experiences. YISS was the BOMB mann! Honestly at first i didn't think that the camp would be so enthralling let alone spiritually overwhelming. Im not the camp type of person actually but if you asked me to plan and conduct the camp id do it gleefully. Well, Yi really opened up my eyes to the unconditional love of god. Not to say that i didn't know it from the start but i never really had tangible experience of the power and the love of god. Praise the lord for he is good and he's touched EVERY SINGLE soul at the YISS camp :)

The healing session was beautiful, aiye, EVERYTHING bout the camp was beautiful. From the most minute things like the people we were associating ourselves with to the food we had to the sessions. The sessions really revealed to much to me about god the trinity and really thank god for the inspirational speakers that came to speak to us participants :) He showed me many things and gave me gifts that i wanted and initially think that i wouldn't get. Praise the lord! :DDDD

Id really want to thank firstly the people at Emmaus :) Clare, Annabel, Melvin, Joseph and Melissa. I couldn't have asked for better group members. The times we sat at the table and shared our encounters and experiences of god and the jokes that we cracked that we laughed at uncontrollably.To the extent whereby other groups got a wee bit pissed that we were to loud. How could i forget, out facilitators :) they were so expressive and really helped us understand many issues and topics that we discussed about. Thanks Winsy, Geraldine and Karen! :) You guys are AWESOME! :DDDD There are so many other people i want to thank but it'd make this post SUPER long and ive yet to study for my exams! Nevermind, cos' i trust that god will show me the way and ill eventually study :) Praise you Jesus! :)

I shall end my post here, and blog tomorrow or something :)

tommy the big diapers hearts you loads to angelica <3

"He is the way,the truth and the life"

crash&burn

2008-05-23T23:33:00.000-07:00

VAMOS!.yes i know its been extremely long since i posted anything. Plus nana and others URGED this poor soul to blog. So yes where do i begin.

Well, lets start will school. Honestly its been pretty okay but that i have to give credit to 'smarties' cos' im almost always messaging her during lectures so its not THAT boring anymore.ha! who says SJC girls can't message in class :p ohyes before i forget thankyou for the cookie smarties! i fold more of the things i gave you the other time :) okay shall not digress, well ive decided to join canoeing instead on track and field at school. Reasons as follows.

1: Its BORING to run around the same track.

2: The hot girls in the team are super STUCK UP.

3: Training is boring.

Even though the canoe trainings are like super tiring. Its almost being a standard thing to do at leat 200 push-ups at once. Mad dogs right? Well all in the name of fitness. Plus ill be moving into seniors training next week, mann ive got a bad feeling bout it :x vamos! ripped boday!

On top of that, im joining SPARC too, its like some student ambassadors group, i think they are super cool mann, im not letting up on a leadership position now and intend to never do so :) though people never believe that i was a student councillor :x people if you are reading this, TAG! and tell me if i just look like a MAT or a goodie-two shoes student councillor :) gracias!

tomorrows going to be the second round of interviews. This time by the teachers in charge of the CCA. Thank god i made it through the first one, and thank you smarties too! :DD

Mann, 'smarties' is at camp now, hopefully she isn't that busy so we can go crazy and bully each other over the phone :), okay fine SHE bully me, urgh..smarties if you're reading this you better not be giggling, orelse im going to tickle the poop out of you at YI.

And ofcourse!, im really happy for a certain someone who's found love in her life, i hope he'll love you forever. If you know who im referring to.

Im tired, but again thankyou to the nice people who have tagged, be nice and tag AGAIN! see! i blogged :) takecare everyone, godbless.<3

quote of the day-

"the dawn is breaking, she is shining through"

cheapskate shakespeare :)

imissyou LIKE CRAZY

myother half

2008-05-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

Ola people! yes i know its been an extra-uberly-duperly long time since ive blogged. My apologies. Lets just say its been a pretty emotive and eventful past 2 months. I know you want to know! BUT, ask and shall receive.

Lets start off from the spiritual side of things. Well i really have to thank god for always being there for me, im my times of heartbreak, confusion, sadness and all the negative stuff that might have been hurled at myself and kenneth these past two months. I also must thank him for the countless blessings he has invoked. And that INCLUDES bringing both myself and her together. Well i guess this was all a lesson and all i hope for is that at the end of the day she always remembers that there's this one guy who will always be there for her no matter what the circumstance. As of now its pretty oblivious that she won't see that. Well girl, im always praying for you every night that everything will go right :) We may not be what we were, you may not feel what you felt, you may not mean what you meant but, we shall find out soon enough. As for my brother, Kenneth, its been a pretty awesome 2 months come to think of it. Why? We went through alot and the things that we went through will make us stronger yeah :) Plus ive got to meet and know more about his family. Uncle Alan and auntie Sharon are awesome people and ofcourse kayla! the forever bubbly girl. Stay that way :)

On top of that the Praise and Worship team have been working and practicing very hard lately so as to play for the praise and worship sessions at bible sharing. Well kenneth, Joshua and myself will be playing 5 or 6 songs for the parents day thing. Pray that we do well :)

Ohyes how can forget about school. School has been pretty much hectic especially the first few days of the week when i end at 5.30 and 5 in the afternoon. Darn thats long right. Well who said Poly life if "slack-y" hell no! Despite that its been very enriching and interesting. My favorite subject as of now is probably thermodynamics! :) sounds complicated, well it it, but it physics! :) so wth.

anyways my fingers are hurting now. Been playing the guitar very often nowadays. But its for you jesus! i love you! :)

shall end my post now..takecare everybody and remember to tag! :)

godbless <3

-quote of the day-

"you taught me how to spell 'though' "

i miss the times you chuckled over the phone when we said we loved each other :)

cheapskate shakespeare <3

so you sailed away

2008-04-07T20:05:00.000-07:00

Things have been going really topsy turvy these past few weeks. In other words is been on hell of an emotional roller-coaster :/ well all the more i should have blogged right. Ohwell, somethings i guess are better left unsaid. Funny enough, i still do want to talk bout this 'emotional roller coaster' You know im not angry with this person who put me through all this instead im more disappointed because she should know better that i'd understand and respect her decision not to meet me. Secondly i trust that when you said those special three words you meant them :) i miss the times we hugged continuously. The times our hands interlocked. The times when my head butted onto yours when we were alone together. The times we spoke over the phone and the cute sounds you made :) Lets just say i miss you alot alot and hopefully you feel better cos' i know you've been unwell the past few days.

Well like they say, life has to go on and somehow i will let you go but shall always be on my mind and in my heart.

Yes i know to some out there what has been said above this sentence is pathetic. Ohwell this is the tip of the iceberg of what i feel.

ive got so much that i want to say but are better left unsaid..

remember to tag yea people? :) gracias and godbless

-quote of the day-

"not going to hide, this ill take into my stride"

-cheapskate shakespear <3

its raining

2008-03-27T16:48:00.000-07:00

the surrounding - Raining cats and dogs

strangely enough it depicts the emotions inside of this Boy named, idiot.

okay so heres how the story entitled "27/3/2008" goes...

once upon a time, there was this boy named "idiot". Well he's got many names but he preferred this one cos it was given to him by this girl whom is known as, "kuku" They were really really close in the beginning but later on things went a little sour.

Since 'idiot' was missing 'kuku' tremendously he decided that he'd meet her one fine day. Days and nights prior to the meeting date, he practiced so hard. Endured the sting he felt on the tip of his fingers each time he slid his fingers across the guitar to play a different note. Each time he strummed the strings, the chords of his heart sounded as though it was in tune and all was well. Days passed and eventually that fine day came. He was all revved up and really enthused that he'd finally get to see her again and surprise her. Armed with his heart, guitar and his pic, he set out to head to sengkang to meet kuku. The journey was no doubt arduous, but he believed at the end of it all, rewards would be reaped. Upon arrival, he saw her. Yes it put the widest smile on his face, then turned around his 'brother'. A good friend whom idiot could actually count on. Immediately idiot felt as though all his hardwork would have been in vein.

In the bus, idiot wore a face of disbelief. He tried to look at kuku but was too overwhelmed by what was happening. Turning his ipod volume up, he tried with all his might to chase the demons out of his mind. Looking at his guitar, he shook his head and almost said, get me out of here. It was a feeling which he'd never felt before. The amount of disbelief was too much to the extent where by no words can describe. Idiot did have the opportunity to get himself out of this predicament when the bus came to a halt at the Yishun MRT station. Yet his bum was stuck to the seat and his heart and mind was holding on to the hope that the surprise would go on.

Upon their arrival at Admiralty MRT station idiot thought what well if he had taken her somewhere nice, he could eventually carry out the surprise, let alone talk and have some time together with kuku. And just as he whispered into kuku's ears, my "bro" bided me goodbye as if there was nothing wrong. Looking into her eyes i wanted to say those illusive 3 words that would make the clock stop and his heart start to beat again. With a hug, instead of it ending the torment just went on. This was not what the story was supposed to be.

The Reason why idiot didn't msg kuku alot in the morning the past few days; he was practicing the song that he was going to play to kuku.

The Reason why idiot had eye bags on the day when this all happened; he had been practicing all night long, getting his vocals and fingering right.

The Reason why idiot decided to go on and hope to complete the surprise; because she DESERVED to be surprised in that way.

The Reason why idiot lied to 'bro' about the timing of band practice; idiot wanted to spend more time with kuku if he could.

The Reason why idiot did this story; for kuku to know how idiot was feeling.

The Reason why idiot hasn't replied your message; he's writing a story and hopes to hear from you soon.

The Reason why idiot doesn't regret anything; she's just the best he's ever had.

-The summary-

He went all the way down to sengkang to see her, try make her happier :) ended up back infront of his laptop just like me, writing this story because never before has he felt this way.

The song he was supposed to play for her was, "You're just the best ive ever had", kuku now do you remember idiot saying ill let you hear it someday?

Once again it all anded with a hug. He looked back at her and she did the same. He missed her as hell but knew that there was not much that could have been done, with a heavy heart he make a 360, and now the rest is history. History is kuku's favorite subject :)

-THE END-

You know, at least now you know what im feeling. Im not angry at you or anything. Like you said it was a coincidence and i believe you. Afterall you haven't lied to me before. Yes some may call me naive, but this is the way i feel. Yes im sad. Very sad. But like they say, another day, another lesson learnt. Im sorry if im being petty or anything like that i hope you understand. I bet its never happened to you, stay that way :)

-quote of the day-

"oh how grey my skies are without she within thee"

cheapskate shakespear <3

idiot still does...

emotive

2008-03-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

i don't know how to post what i want to. But perhaps this song will say...

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Well its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phoney
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it make take some time to patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I runaway and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right
You're always right

So you've sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Its not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had

Best I ever had
Best I ever....

-quote of the day-

"you are the one and will always stay that way"

hopefully this works out :)

idiot muthu misses you alot ALOT :(

my everything

2008-03-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

wooo! back from Easter Vigil mass and the primary reason why im inclined to blog is cos now i can use the letter "L" when blogging :) well alot has happened since i blogged the last time. Finalized my enrollment into school, bought a new laptop. SOPLEASED can :)

anyways i just feel like regurgitating what ive been feeling the past few days. Well yes this girl whom i really really have genuine feelings for has been the cause of this latest emotive behavior of mine. Yes i know you're hoping i say who it is! hehe, anonymous :D so yes, lets try and describe how she is, im saying TRY simply cos' shes indescribable :) okay she soft, to the sense of touch and to the sense of hearing, shes drop-dead cute nd gorgeous, shes pretty shy (im hoping you get less as we go on), she STARES (haven't kenah yet). You know what, its impossible for me to list them out, but ill summarize.

Shes my EVERYTHING <3

somehow i hope you're reading this dear, but if you aren't, my actions will show :)

soyes back to the daily ramblings, well have been pretty busy at church these past few days with holy thursday, good friday nd today being easter vigil. In addition this sunday the soccer ministry will be promoting the ministry to the rest of the church community. So today did the decoration of the board that's going to be the center-piece of our booth :) honestly, it looks AWESOME! well done guys, i don't have a picture for you faithful readers out there to see, but ill try take some pics nd post them :) so yes looking forward to tomorrow, EASTER SUNDAY :DD well one reason being i can see HER.haha..felt so crappy cos didn't go to OLSS , went to novena instead :( ohwell, i guess absence makes the heart fonder <3>

well thats bout it folks :) from now on my quote of the day is going to be...

-quote of the day-

"wo ai ni"

cheapskate shakespear <3

you're like my sun after the rain <3

bleedinglove

2008-03-18T13:52:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!..yes its been a super long time since ive posted anything here xD so my apologies if you've come here and left without anything..so yes whats been happening in this turbulent life of mine. Been pretty busy with Amplify nd church stuff. I'm going to start with saturdays match against Kenneth's class soccer team. We won that match 10 to nothing! woo well done guys! unfortunately i didn't score and my fellow winger dino didn't score as well. So this goes to show that wingers have a torrid time when it comes to scoring goals! We just don't seem to be able to mann. Bottom line is that we still won! :DDD on top of that didn't receive a yellow :) hahas must have been smexy who was there :)

nd yes both my dear nd i went to cathay at AMK to catch leap years. Well i know you were super shy cos' its your first time doing this, but like i said id not exchange that for anything else :) don't go shy on me again okay! :)

darn, this keyboard is giving me problems again..shall blog again when its working properly.

-quote of the day-
"you're my everything"
cheapskate shakespear <3

iloveyou more than you'll ever know <3
nd i will wait..

bleeding love

2008-03-13T20:14:00.000-07:00

KONI-SHIWA! :D yes ive resorted to another language :/
so yes what has been happening. Today LOST 40 plus bucks! arghhhhh yesyes i know im forgetful nd clumsy :( well, everything happens for a reason. Another day, another lesson learnt. Don't be a sotong!..anyways despite that setback still went to RP to play badminton with xiu bin nd you could say i managed to vent my frustrations on court :) at the same time, "she" was at the back of mind the entire day, yet again. hahas :) it a good thing you know..

well during badminton, both xiubin nd i discussed on what cca we should take up when entering into SP. I feel like joining track&field but then again, am i good enough? maybe during the CCA bazaar or something ill find out :) On the other hand, badminton is not bad too..well i haven't played for school before cos none of the school's ive been too have badminton as their cca! xD seesh..nd joining both is out of the question, im there to study! :x

aiyah..see no mood to blog already xD ill go msg smexy :) thats much better :)

-quote of the day-
"free falling into you<3"
cheapskate shakespear <3
inlove.

bleedinglove

2008-03-11T01:51:00.000-07:00

-wooosh!- update update! :D well you must be wondering why im ultra high at this time of the night :/ well, the past few days have been super nice mann, thanks to smexy no.1! :) okayokay shall talk bout' that later on. Okay so today had to go to botanic gardens for training track peeps, well honestly the route's super precarious.. i don't know if that's the correct word. OHwell anyways mr low asked us to guide them instead of really run like wth! well thats the reason why all the mosquitoes had a ball of a time when i took off my track pants :( it was red ants on sunday and now, mosquito! argh..once that was all done and over with, went to cool down with everyone else and squeezed in some sprint intervals :) very very pleased with the sprinting..hehe training has WORKED!

after that headed to Island Creamery for ice-cream, super nice mann the ice cream there, well mine had rum in it! well theres always a first for everything right :)

so yea back to smexy no.1 :) well we've been msging alot these past few days and yes like i said its been super nice..yesyes we and our magic carpet. Well how i wish that really happened. Sorry people if you guys can't decipher what im saying :p anyways we're going out on Friday nd its going to be her first time she's going out with a guy :) hopefully you don't go all shy on me okay! :) im tried :( ohno Bridget's going to girls home..tsktsk

"you hold the key to my heart"
cheapskate shakespear <3
SMEXIES! :DD

bleeding love

2008-03-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

okay im running short of greetings to start off my entries with on this blog :( oh well anyways, HELLO :DD yeah today was another fruitful day, first went to church to attend the 1145 mass, met Russel at mass and sat together. Mann, he was telling me bout his super hot dance partner! i didn't even know he danced! well i can't help but think that i have to stay single and WAIT for someone whom is really worth building a relationship with :)

soyea after the mass had some food and went for bible sharing :) as usual it was really enlightening, maybe its cos' i didn't really know much bout the saints and stuff and the lesson that we learnt today was that we have to really look at ourselves more vividly and see that we know more bout the saints rather than the pop-stars that we so often idolize...

anyways after that was soccer training! well todays training frankly SUCKED, i didn't play well :( couldn't trap the ball properly..well i don't really want to talk bout it. Have to put it behind me and do better next week :) VAMOS! and yes todays attendance was kina bad, Kimmo wasn't there and some others too..hahas im like msging her now cos' she can't sleep :)

not really interested to post anymore..

-quote of the day-
"a new love is born"
cheapskate shakespear <3
in love

bleeding love

2008-03-08T13:33:00.000-08:00

im back everybody :DD batteries all charged up and rearing to blog and after this go for my much anticipated run :) soyea wht actually happened yesterday..

first up was supposed to go to Shenton Medical group for check-up and its near shenton way! hence took 167 all the way down there and thanks to my BRILLIANCE, ended up at bukit merah :( and this happened when WAY earlier on, i could've alighted near international plaza and went for the check-up..see this is how kuku i can get..anyways ill skip the remaining part and so straight to the check up :) was my first time going for one and almost froze at the possibility that i may need to go for blood test :/ well to my undeniable relief, i wasn't required to..BUT just as i said that i had to take a stupid urine test! like wth..people who are heading to poly and are going for a check-up, be READY..
P.S. due to the erotic nature of this topic, i shan't elaborate :D
despite all this eroticism and fear the place was nice and they had a gym and swimming pool on the 36th floor, how cool is that! :D and yea guys ofcourse i saw "bikini girls" swimming x) strangely i didn't take much interest :/ hmm..i wonder.

anyways after all that, went back home and preped up to head out again for amplify :) well if you dear who are reading this don't know what amplify is, it's a kind of praise-and-worship session followed by bible-sharing held every Friday. I just started going last week and it's really opened me to realize and understand how much god loves us and how merciful he is. "His mercy is from age to age to those who fear him" and the sessions are powerful and most of all filled with spirit and love. Yesterday we learnt about the guilt that comes after we commit sin and how we have to OVERCOME that guilt and run to him and seek his forgiveness. The devil will always be in us, plugging away and trying to dethrone god from our hearts and we have to STOP being overly guilty to the extent where-by we are afraid of him and drift further and further away from him. But guilty enough to seek penance and with a humble and contrite heart seek him. Well there's so much more that was being said and analogies that were done that it's just be too much to say here. All in all, yesterday's session was beautiful. Amen.
and to those who ask me to go to their church and say, "oh come to my church and you can feel the power, you can speak in tongues after a few sessions", thanks but no thanks, i know "the way, the TRUTH, and the life" and also if you yourself aren't sure of your faith, what gives you the right to preach the good news to others?:)

okay back to a less serious topic, after that we went over to the kopitiam and had supper :)by that time it was already like 11pm? :D went to eat su mai xD i don't know how to spell it :( and some fruits :DD everybody had something except kimberly! a.k.a kimmo..
maybe thats why shes so slim and i found out that she's a sprinter :) well she didn't really know what cross-country was..tsktsk anyways hopefully she eats next time we go out, then ill feel less guilty :) ohyes and congratulations for your positioning in your races Kimmo :)

ohyes after that as usual i have to go home right? took mrt from city hall and thereafter took a cab from yishun mrt back :D never did i expect that there would be a road-block let alone i be asked out of the cab for interrogation! that was exactly what happened at the road bock. They told me to get out and answer some questions! like what! first time it has happened to me. Well do i look like mas selamat to you? no right! people say im like chris brown, NOT MAS SELAMAT xD anyways there wasn't any problem, except for having to PAY the cabbie for the 'waiting time' sigh...anyways im just glad to be back and nourished by the amplify session :D
and yes, Josie is 25 :( sob-sob..
hahahs :DD

woah this post is super long, now i shall leave you kind people to TAG! thankyou for sticking with the post! that's ofcourse IF you did :)
tooliloo :) adios =)

thats shakespear in love <3

bleeding love

2008-03-08T01:36:00.000-08:00

hello hello :D mann it's really late now..like 1:30AM

you know what, ill just upload all the photos that were taken today (7 march)

then ill REALLY blog later on in the afternoon :)

all the shagged people after amplify :DDD

horny jo x)

i know i didn't edit it :( but a pool on the 36th floor of international building :)

i like the back and white images :DD

no, i'm not emo-ing, im just waiting for the clinic to open for medical check-up :D

will update more soon :DD
takecare and godbless <3

-quote of the day-
"i really miss you now that you're away"
cheapskate shakespear <3

bleeding love

2008-03-05T20:56:00.000-08:00

Hello people :DD tsktsk so far only shalini has commented on the skin and she says it's nice BUT emo x) so ill keep it :D so anyways finally received the enrollment package from SP, there's SOMANY things to do! and my mum is not here to sign some documents pertaining to finances and stuff like that..hopefully she comes back soon :) anyways i think im going to ask either ethel or xueli to go for medical check-up cos' poly requires it..im as mystified as you are as to WHY they need us to go for a medical check-up :/ hopefully there is no blood-drawing session or something. i don't particularly like needles you know :(

so yeah something interesting happened yesterday and its that Lyla called me a Chris Brown look-alike =& or at least the SMILE :D.. what on earth is happening! and its not the first time someone called me that tough :() maybe thats why people mistake me for being a "PB"(yes its an abbreviation that ive conceded to using due to the totally EMBARRASSING manner in which people have perceived thee who don't know me)

on top of that went for a long run today and frankly like i told Xueli, i felt like a total DODO fishball :( maybe i didn't take in enough carbohydrates? so called up niki and she said that have to eat more and rest more :) so im going to take that into my stride :D tomorrow another runrun session! :)

aiye, starting to miss her :( oh will you come back sooner?

this blog is STARTING to get less noticed, hmm..i wonder..
thank YOU if you 'tahaned' throughout the entire post, like i always say
this is jibber jabber avenue, what do you expect :DD

-quote of the day-
"now you may be far away, but my heart with you will always stay"
cheapskate shakespear <3

bleeding love

2008-03-03T19:32:00.000-08:00

hello people :D and YES ive changed my blogskin again =) well, today was an awesome day mann. Went back to school to see how the track people were doing :D was really very refreshing and unsurprisingly fun. Needless to say..so yea met up with xueli and went to school to see them. Finally we have more track people and i can safely say that this team is going somewhere. why you say? well lets just say there are some real POTENTIAL ones who have come into the team this year :) as for the existing trackers, you guys are awesome as ever and i know you guys can improve, HARDWORK! come on! but, didn't manage to run with them today :( didn't bring attire :( nevermind NEXTWEEK! botanic gardens! :D runrunrun! MUST TRAIN! :DDD

besides that, met Nazahah today..wanted to spend some quality time with her cos' she's going to China tomorrow morning. Plus, i haven't really spoken to her in a long while :( and it turned out to be en lighting..well first and foremost she didn't believe me when i confessed that i haven't had a girlfriend in A YEAR already :/ why is it people think that i have SOMANY ex-girlfriends..do i look like a FHM playboy orsomething! well i asked Nazahah why and she said that i look like a playboy :( wth :x and says i have "looks" WTH! XD and she said girls are afraid to get into a relationship cos' they're scared ill break their heart :( well i'm not like that, those who really know me, KNOW ME :) anyways she told me what happened 4months ago with that idiot x( no worries Naz,, no worries yeah? cross my heart, i won't tell people what you told me :DD
Naz is a nice girl, HOPEFULLY you don't patch with that guy! hehehesss..

thats about it folks! :D i recently found my poem diary. Reminisced the times when the creative juices really flowed like an eternal stream :) shall see if i will post some of the poems here :)
tell next time, adios and do give your comments on the new skin! if its too girl-y TELL ME!
godbless..

-quote of the day-
"for you ill wait till you're ready, one day you'll be my lady"
cheapskate shakespear <3

nostalgia

2008-02-28T22:16:00.000-08:00

mann, so long since posted anything and today's entry is almost close to not even posting xD anyways i finally finished the long over-due present for connie :D went to collect it today :) anyways today went back to yishun house with shadow ;) mann, i could tell he was really shocked to see such a itsy bitsy house as compared to the one he's been staying in for so long xD so yea first took him around for a walk and the place has really changed and i can safely say for the better :) more sheltered ways and stuff :D plus going back made me feel kina nostalgic :) besides it was where i grew up :)

after that went to do some grocery shopping with mum cos she's leaving for Philippines tomorrow :( afternoon flight so she can open my bank account tomorrow morning :) and finally got a pair of kappa shoes, PROPER shoes :D

actually there's SO much that i want to say but i have NO mood :(

anyways tomorrow's going to be a busy day, gymgym in the morning :DD PUMPPUMP come'on!!!!!!!!!
then meet connie if i can :) then send mum off at airport..then TRAINING with Emilio followed by "AMPLIFY" w0o0! hopefully the entire team goes :)

-quote of the day-
"don't do onto others what you don't want them to do onto you"

that's cheapskate shakespear in love <3 style="font-style: italic;">JIAYOU YT-TRACKERS for tomorrows x-country!!!!!!! =DDD

myother half

2008-02-23T21:22:00.000-08:00

HELLO people :D finally i changed by blogskin :DD well frankly if it does suck, tell me yup? besides i wouldn't want to hurt your eyes let alone waste your time xD so anyways today went for match in the morning, was supposed to be at 9am and i woke up at 8:30! so washed up and flew out of the house. Managed to reach the field in time amazingly :) so yea today we went against dino's team...all my batch guys were plying for dinos team nd it felt kina funny to play against them, besides ive been playing soccer with them all the way :) was a good match mann, nd as usual had the entire right side of the field to me! omg..i don't understand why i run so much during matches, even my soler nd the rest of the team were going on bout' me being a horse..galloping gown the flank :D its a STALLION guys! anyways we won 2-0..not a resounding victory considering the amount of chances that we had xD but at least we won :D ohyes jeff i blog more than one sentence! as you can SEE! and my leg hurts cos' iman kicked me! haven't come to SP then you whack me already..wait wait you see when i come to school, i'll hunt you down..

ohyes speaking of SP, well Ridhuan is going to SP too and going to the same curse as Ethel :) soyea you won't be alone at your course yup :)..heard firman will be going to marine engineering with me at SP too, well mixed feeling bout' that. Well at least theres someone who ill know :) look on the bright side! :D

tomorrow's going to be church followed by soccer training! :D so pleased mann, can see the guys again, nd ofcourse see how the recruitment for the girls soccer team is going :) hahas, hopefully i can do SOMETHING to make them join! so to all catholic girls who want to have a ball of a time, tell me! :D till next time people! :)
adios!

-quote of the day-
"Id fly you to the moon and back if you'd be my baby"
cheapskate shakespear <3

myother half

2008-02-21T21:03:00.000-08:00

ahhhs finally ive got some inclination to blog :D well, nothing much has happened this week besides trying to get myself to get to school and give connie nd eline their presents nd the posting of course :) ohya and play badminton too yesterday :) yesyes i got into SP, marine engineering :D well thats my first choice nd what i wanted! well lets just hope its something that ill look back on and be proud of myself opting for :) so yesterday after badminton and all came back and logged on to check again what i actually want my path to be :) well to got to sea? or to stay ashore and try to get myself at least a bachelors :) nothings for certain in life tough, for all you know i may not be able to get into the relevant faculty at NTU nd and have to pursue overseas study :( anyways ive set my mind on going to sea and getting my class 1 certificate of competency, in other words become a chief engineer :D well on word, SACRIFICE, have to stay at sea for 6 months at one go for at least 3 years before i come back and work :) we'll see :D anyways i don't think that theres anyone from YTSS going to marine engineering! xD so im going to be ALL ALONE, well Ethel is alone too at her digital media course :( so yea msg me or something ya Ethel if the people at your course ain't nice, catfish will COME! =D

today made pizza again :D well made 2 types! seafood one and the conventional Hawaiian pizza :D well mum couldn't have any cos' she's got stitches in her mouth :( haii, only can have porridge :) plus she postponed her trip to Philippines cos' still have to enroll into poly nd has to be around :D nd my siblings liked the pizza ;DD haahhas..hopefully they are not bluffing :/

tomorrow is going to be GYMGYM day :DDDD pumppumppump! nd maybe going to train with emilio :) i have to shoot the ball harder! come'on! vamos!

okay then till next time peeps! godbless -w0osh!-
ohyes HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA! =DD

-quote of the day-
"may you drift far away my love for you ill slay"
cheapskate shakespear <3

myother half

2008-02-19T23:56:00.000-08:00

SP Marine Engineering :DDDDD

well i don't really have the mood to blog cos' im so tired :( tomorrow is badminton day :) plus i have to complete folding my paper heart origamis :DD
why does it seem many are going JC! XD

~quote of the day~
"lord, my fate i put in your hands"
cheapskate shakespear <3

bleeding love

2008-02-17T22:14:00.000-08:00

HELLOHELLO dear earthlings! =D well would like to start off on a brighter note by wishing Evangeline a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) well i hope you like what im getting you :) anyways these coupled of days have been filled with the wretched feeling of receiving yet ANOTHER yellow card nd ofcourse the cramps that followed after played 3 matches yesterday xD/ :DDD well if you want to know what really happened, ask me personally cos im SO SICK of these referees ...they are so crappy! argh! come on mann! i think i epitomize wayne Rooney nd his vocal aggressions on the pitch xD anyways at least we trashed the opponents 4-0! well done joga-dores-de-christu! xD i think =&

so yea before yesterdays match emilio nd myself went to play for 2 different teams in 2 different matches! =D mann..was so exhausting BUT we won both the matches! w0o!..
but because of that both of us couldn't play our best nd emilio pulled out of the match in the afternoon with a calf strain! as for me i suffered the entire 90 minutes! i could feel my calf nd groin go :( but luckily with gods grace i made it through =) thank god =)

well tomorrow's going to be gymgym day =D going with zhimin :)
once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY eline!!!! xDDD

~quote of the day~
"happy are those who are persecuted in the search for righteousness"
cheapskate shakespear <3>

bleeding love

2008-02-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

Hello hello people :D well im not in any sort of mood to post anything cos..

1: Dad's left for Guangzhou this morning :( mum went to send him off at T3 but i can't believe im saying this, im going to miss him :(
2: Im having a BAD BAD headache :(
3: Tomorrow's valentines day and love sure takes the cake :)(
4: Haven't run in 3 days :(

anyways happy valentines day to all to have loved nd lost nd to those who love :D

but tomorrow going to meet zhi min, niki, nd xiu bin for badminton :)

in the midst of 'no moodness', ive come up with a poem of the day :) well i don't think i ts that good but yea im a bit rusty xD

~poem of the day~

"love's presence"

it's in the darkest nights
that the brightest stars shine the brightest
seeking love is on our minds
especially one as solemn as thine

it's in the coldest times
that our love will warm
keeping us humble and contrite
oh how can we doubt love as not an art form?

in out blindness we overlook
our partners ominous flaws
it's love who's the disguised cook
it's so sad we mistake loves cause

today we treasure one another
and never fear to falter
as much as thou may crumble
your lover
should love you as long as forever

thave' cheapskate shakespear <3

~quote of the day~
"someday our love will bring you back to my heart"

bleeding love <3

2008-02-11T20:22:00.000-08:00

Puilyn you better be reading this post!! no luh joking only :) anyways greeting to all life forms out there that are reading this post nd have been patronizing this blog! =D okay so anyways these past few days have been taking to "ms puilyn" nd hearing her out bout' her CONCERNS xD hahahs well all that i can say is that you WILL get over that BIRD! nd you be happier than EVER yah! besides you deserve better :) connie nd myself are always there to help you out nd catch you if you do fall! We're STRONG SEXY PEOPLE! right Connie??? :DD
...
SPEAKING OF STRONG..went to gymgym today :D finally mann, after 1 week of not working out the sensation of pumping was AWESOME mann :) well govind if you're reading this i hope you have been going regularly ah ;) so anyways was supposed to meet zhi min at gymgym so we could PUMP nd we did :)
today: shoulder,biceps,chest (wooo)
well didn't see zhi mins SUPER-fit hardcore gal there..sadddening but at least the workout that was fantastic supplemented for it :) i hope i can bring myself to go again tomorrow :)
met yan feng in the midst of workout aswell, mann he's one hell of a PERV xD what home-made PROTEIN shake.. :/ sick x( anyways PUMPPUMPPUMP! =DDD
...
okay so besides that was supposed to go for training today :) the main reason why i go is for the track people mann, try keep their spirits up :D cass sent me a comment on friendster that REALLY made me want to go again nd as i was going to Connie messaged saying training was canceled :( like haii..BUT why didn't Mr low ask me to take training? that i will never know i guess..but now you guys know (track peeeps!), if i do come it's cos of YOU guys :)
...
POST IS ENDING!-for some its respite :)
valantines is coming :) well everyone seems to have a date! nd connie's going out too..
:(
maybe next year i guess...

-quote of the day-
"competition should only make you want it more"
Sarah yap, 1st Singapore Malaysia Student Leaders Camp
cheapskate shakespear <3

cut me open

2008-02-08T11:07:00.000-08:00

BACK to post post! =D..okay soyea what has been happening..wednesday went to school for the CNY celebrations..ACTUALLY, i didn't want to go but i don't know why i went! nd it was cos' it was connies birthday :D..yeahh got her a cake buden decided let her cut it with her family :) besides i think that she'd like it much better :) after the celebrations nd stuff went to church to attend ash wednesday mass..mann was faster than usual cos there weren't many songs being sung nd the choir wasn't there..so no wonder =DD
...
anyways this is the first season of lent when i actually really understand the meaning of this very important season leading up to easter :) this is the season when we are called t put ourselves in the wilderness, get out of our comfort zone..thats the only way we'll ever become better people of better children of god :) well the mission of a catholic or any Christian is evangelicalism but before we do it we must be SURE and absolutely certain about what our faith preaches :) nd not just to go to church sing songs nd think you'll go to heaven even if you sin endlessly.. to me the catholic mass nd services sometimes can be a wee boring as compared to the protestants..BUT the meaning behind everything that we do is beautiful..this season of lent, i know my flaws nd i hope god gives me the strength nd courage turn away from sin.."HE IS MERCIFUL but we shouldn't take his mercy for granted",
but theres one thing for certain, his love is endless :)
..
okay after that had to stand at the side of the road in the sweltering heat xD trying to flag a taxi down..haii so once we got into the taxi mum told the driver to go to the car showroom :DDD like SHOCKED! hahahs..well she always said she wanted to get another car so yea THANK GOD =D she told me to get the number of the dealer to get to th showroom for a viewing :) asmuch as i doubted her intentions of getting the car she did! i told her not to commit straight away but she signed the cheque for the deposit! omg :) nomore sitting in the taxi nd back to have car again =) shan't say what car, but its a BEAUTY :) not many people drive it :)

so anyways..went back home nd prepared food cos dad was coming back from guangzhou :) i STILL want to go there..argh..maybe ill take my chances when hes going back next week, see if can go back with him =DD hehehs -crosses finger-

the rest is too mundane to post xD especially these past few days cos' all the shops are closed! argh! plus no training this sunday..going to miss Kimberly luh :( BUT ill try to look out for sara at mass :)

PUILYN YOU ARE STRONGER THAN EVER!!!!!!!!! PLUS YOU CAN FALL ON ME ND CONNIE!! HAHAHS!! =DDD

-quote of the day-
"sow two love seeds together, they'll ascend as one"
cheapskate shakespear <3

bleeding love

2008-02-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
DEAREST =DDDD

i don't care, im coming for training on Monday :DDDD

bleeding love

2008-02-05T13:24:00.000-08:00

Its late late late :( couldn't sleep luh, but WTH! i can afford it unlike the poor thingys who are going to have to go to school in the morning..my utmost sympathies go out to the dear YT-zens xD

well these few days, ive been preoccupied with trying to get in touch with the 7th SC for the gathering a.k.a. REUNION on 23 feb :) so dear 7th SC-en, if you are reading this, please tag nd say if you can make it or not :) It's going to be at eastcoast nd going to be a simple bbq thingy so we can catch up on old times =D timing, cost, nd all the other pivotal information will be disseminated to you asap =D

ohyea nd i'd like to apologize to those who have been trying to contact me on my handphone but can't seem to get through =(( my phones dead but will be back soon yah..like in a couple of days :) nd will be away for the chinese new year break, going to phil to visit nd Guangzhou to see dad nd freeze my ass off xD well plans are still tentative :)

well, tomorrow gymgym =D id better go get some rest, Kimberly doesn't like EYEBAGS!
come'on Jonathan, you already have one!!

~quote of the day~
"happy art thou when persecuted, for your rewards in heaven will be great"
-jesus =D-
- - - >lives in cheapskate shakespear <3

myother half

2008-02-02T11:00:00.000-08:00

BACK! nd it's going to be a short short post cos' have to go church soon nd go for that BIBLE SHARING! but its going to be all worth it :D later football training! =DD

so yeah yesterday was nice :) went to wisma with mum nd sis after novena..PACKED mann with hothot people :) so walked around nd did ALOT of shopping..omg i feel so guilty now that spent over $500!!!!! on CLOTHES! yes, thats how much i got x) some girls who are reading this MUST be pulling their hair out.=p well don't blame me but the shops ah! the shirts were going at 50 bucks plus a piece nd but skinny jeans xDDD $80 plus..tsktsk..but mum said it was okay cos' unbranded stuff aren't really high density nd are kina chepo xD WTH!
.bought mostly from 'fleshipm' =DD nd im aVIP member there wh0o0oh0o! will get discount next time :) -winkwink- :D

nd i was SO bored so i took the IQ test xD

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okay im off to see 'ahem' :) back soon :)

myother half

2008-01-31T21:47:00.000-08:00

Im back back :D like 4 days after the last post..ohwell, just haven't been in the mood to update xD nd today's one is going to be shorter still :)

so whats been happening so far this week...the normal i guess, gymgym on monday nd yesterday :D BUT the thing is that im getting BORED of gymgym..arghhH!!! yes yanfeng i don't know why bro but i think i NEED new exercises =& like WTH..
besides im telling myself that the duathlon nd the triathlon does NOT consist of showing off the muscles that are built at gym but rather the endurance nd the fitness levels xD well i don't regret going to gymgym nd to a certain extent yeahh i pretty-much liked EVERY session :) i think i have to STOP going with friends to gymgym :( cannot focus..i'll try tomorrow =DDD nd next month resuming swimming :) HAVE to cross-train :) orelse i can kiss my tri-competition medal nd cert GOODBYE x(

today..woke up(ofcourse i HAVE to wake up) marinated the wings for the bbq :) everything was going FINE till our neighbor peered over nd asked us to move the pit further away..argh! this is the bloody problem with staying in this type of house..crap, back at eastcoast people NEVER said anything..damn problamatic mann..hope we shift back soon :) so anyways went ahead without that nagging woman's request in mind nd enjoyed the bbq :)
nd the usual went to run few hours after that :DD so LOVE running :) yes, people like nikita will understand :)

SEE, its such a SHORT post :D

-quote of the day-
"to look beyond our bordered eyes, thats the true help we'll need"
cheapskate shakespear <3...has a crush onnnnn..a catholic girl!!!!!!!!

i DON'T know what to do when i see you around this place during CNY..

myother half

2008-01-27T20:38:00.000-08:00

hello people =D first nd foremost i'd like to give a shoutout to jasmine! :) wanted to thank her for scolding that idiot who verbally "complemented" me xD well frankly i don't know why people think of me that way..hai.-sigh sigh-

so anyways in view of that im going to put out a short short post nd not ramble every single thing that happened the past 2 days..

-today-
just came back from church nd novena square..firstly church, the homily today was about the darkness that 'we' live in nd the trials nd tribulations that we go through everyday..god is our light..nd in order for us to have that light showered upon us, we have to acknowledge that we have a dark side nd WANT to get away from it. It can be as simple as having grudges against another person easily, or wanting very much to take revenge because of someone else's actions. Well frankly i do hate certain people, especially one who is VERY associated with Man Ting. Maybe i have to pray for her instead so that she can alter her 'funny' attitude..-ponders-
so after mass went to novena square to get KFC..argh sinful sinful food :( -apologies to own body- nd thats that, where else can i go after that right? home :)

-yesterday-
wh0o0oh0o! yesterday was AWESOME! cos' we won our match against the veterans mann..they were like ADULTS aged 20-40 nd we were like playing on a full-sized pitch(as usual) scoreline..3-0! =DD stef had a brace nd John got one :) well done guys :) first half i was having a TORRID time on the right, the bloody field was so UNEVEN..couldn't get hold of the ball cos was bobbling around so wasn't that effective :( second half tough power sia! we switched sides =DD shiok mann that part if the pitch..bombarded nd ran down the flank like a mad dog! =D i likkkee =) nd put in some decent crosses :) BUT there was a effing thing that happened..aiye...-reenactment..
coach: "THAVA COME TO THE BYLINE TO RECEIVE!"
me: "SHANNON RIGHT! RIGHT!!"
shannon: sends through ball
me: CHASES ball nd gets it, gets inside of the defender in the pen box
defender: PULLS MY no.7 JERSEY(yes its a burden) nd i go down..
me: shouts,"REF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (hands all up)
ref whistles: "BOY!!!!!!!! WATCH YOUR WORDS AH!"
ref then flashes me a YELLOW CARD! omg..i was like so pissed nd was supposed to get a penalty..WTF! at the end of the game ass.coach said played v.well but have to keep my temperament in check xD its a PLUS tough =))))
anyways im looking forward to the next match already =D heh..

see, told y' is going to be a short post :) takecare people nd godbless :)

-quote of the day-
"girlfriends are like songs, ONLY at first a hit" (the guys version) you don't have to be Einstein to know the girls version.. :)
cheapskate shakespear <3>

myother half

2008-01-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

argh! long time no post! =( well reason being, NO reason xD shall start off with the most immediate even that has ditched me into dilemma nd utmost saddness =(( well i shall muster all my courage nd reveal my points..hai, got 12points which was inclusive of deduction of 2 bonus points x( well wasn't my target BUT surprisingly i don't regret not trying my best cos' there were certain circumstances nd incidents that happened on route to O's..they could have really derailed my focus but all in all i did okay luh..BUT still ofcourse sad :( im officially going to slap mr tan's head! arghhhhhh..my folio totalled to 140 pages plus nd i had really put in lots of effort into it, YET i got a freaking C5 for D&T..i got a A2 for N's! nd O's isn't that different! argh! so so frustrated ><..hai..
okay results aside, now what do i want to do..i can choose practically any course at the polytechnic =D but frankly now after some careful deliberation im left with either marine engineering, aeronautical engineering nd chemical engineering. Well, all three pays extremely well..a chief engineer onboard a ship earns $USD8000 to $USD10000 easily, but the thing is that i need to study for 3 to 4 years to get the chief engineer certification nd i have to stay away from family nd IF i do get a GF! (HAHA!) i have to stay away from them =( am i prepared for that? now i will find out the power of prayer..
okay ENOUGH bout' results nd where i want to go after goes..i'll sleep over it tonight :)

it's been bugging me so much that i haven't gone out for the lunch thingy with "geline"..i really feel like an ass for like postponing it time nd time again =( i bad at making promises :( maybe i shouldn't promise anything to anyone from now on xD just like i promised yan zhen ill bake her a cake..nd i REALLY did, just that that time she was busy on saturday nd she i couldn't pass the cake to her :( intending to do it before valantines before i go to china nd see dad! wah its pretty cold there now 8 degrees ...shudders..well, if i want to learn something, i have to suffer nd sacrifice abit yah nd now im learning that life is FULL of sacrifices :( well O's showed it to me but now that im looking into what i want to do in the future, its really opened my eyes wider =) i hope that im going to make the right decision, BUT whatever i do, i need to sacrifice ALOT, just like what i did with "YOU"(always special one) so that you'd do well nd i not drag you down..

on a brighter note :) i went to terminal 3 yesterday to send dad off to Guangzhou =) wah had to wake up at like 4 plus cos dads flight was at 745..tsktsk, why mann so early..so anyways went there once had checked in went to walk around, well didn't manage to go up to the viewing gallery..darn the viewing gallery at T1 is small.the one at T2 too..terrible people nd they just make it small enough so much so that you can see the A380 nd a couple of 747's..funny people mann..T3 wasn't that bad, nothing special i must say..hahas but the toilets are truly the best of all the airports ive been at! -bleahh- hopefully i get to go again when i go to Guangzhou soon =) i wana go when its cold! whohoo! =D

nd on a EVEN brighter note, tomorrow is my FIRST match! =D ahahas! want to make a good impression on coach =) i MUST! =DD so pleased mann..so in view of tomorrow's match, i have to get some sleep, or at least ill try with so many things on my mind :( aiye..
i'm giving up on the "four-letter word"

-quote of the day-
"i believed in a miracle, i used to believe in you"

myother half

2008-01-21T22:59:00.000-08:00

hellohellohello =DDD well today i feel like putting out an EMO post..well not exactly a emo one but just regurgitate what has been en capsuled inside this volatile heart of mine..

today, was supposed to go to school for training with track nd field people..but so happened after making lunch i came down with a flu..aiye so decided not to go for training, there have been cases whereby people who had flu nd went for training fainted nd faced all sorts of complications xD so decided better not, feeling better now tough nd im going to try reach pierce reservoir again tomorrow morning =) going to set off early in the morning, probably before sunrise? i want to get to the more challenging part of the run with sufficient energy left :) well im still feeling the same way as connie :(..like 'extra', moreso me being a graduate of YTSS, nd technically im NOT supposed to go back there for trainings..should i keep my stand and not go for their trainings..besides i think i have enough knowledge to maintain my standard ..nd nikita can help me out here nd there.well, only time will tell..

now down to the more emo part, was talking to the girl who called me her "guy darling", yes ive learnt my lesson not to reveal too much personal information on this blog xD so anyways i told her that i have never called someone 'sayang' nd really meant it, why?..well im still reveling in that mystery..nd the sad fact is that i may just have fallen for her but i don't think shes in for the long haul, Evangeline told me today, go find one nd maybe you two will stay together forever...well we'll see bout' that, seriously doubt it tough
but really ive only been on one serious relationship which lasted a mere 6 months..hhahas so you people (both guys nd girls), if you don't believe me nd still insist that i have MANY ex-s, i hope this has laid your perceptions to rest :) you might ask why only one serious relationship, i may say im picky,cautious, nd most probably unattractive in more than at least 3 ways..well its up to you to decide :) bottomline is that, im not like people who change boyfriends nd girlfriends every 1 to 2 months,ive got a heart, nd those of you out there who do such a lowly nd immature act..i SALUTE you :) if you get what i mean, what goes around comes around...

back to a more suttle topic, today =D so today went to gym gym with zhi min, msgd Evangeline the entire day, kina nice..nd im so SORRY the late replies again..you know why =) so at gymgym there was a girl eying both me nd zhi min..aiyo! but seriously mann bro she was gunning for you! ;) i don't care when we go to gym on wednesday im going to get you two together =DDD muahaha! shes not bad looking luh ah..so after that went to NTUC to get groceries for lunch nd walkind with zhi min back home nd talked bout that LOUDMOUTH..bro you're too good for her.ha! nd the rest of the day was bore bore bore nd more boredom =S

-quote of the day-
"though these bordered eyes a significant outer beauty cascades the interior beauty"
cheapskate shakespear <3

nicenice song =D

One shot :mario vazquez

Verse 1:
If I were a builder
Then you'd have a castle
Drive on the highest mountain
And if I were a buildiner
I'd give you every material thing
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {we can do it girl} do it girl

Verse 2:
I'm talkin' 'bout love in the mornin'
Just like you want it
Anything you need you can call me for it
Now girl I'm only human
I'm full of many faults
I'm guaranteed to fall short (guaranteed to fall)
But you'll never hear about me cheating
*'Cause* I never would betray your trust
No matter what
I will look to you and only you for love
I treat your soul like it was mine
What a privelege to me to breathe your air
Doesn't that say that I care?

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you *you're* the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
Your one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

Bridge:
I'm talkin' all my heart
All my soul
Always stay
Never go
Ohhh yeah
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

I'm talkin' 'bout everyday
Everynight
The rest of your days
The rest of your life

Chorus:
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot

                                        We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl

myother half

2008-01-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello people =D nd yes hello to those nice people who read my blog =) well there are others out there who are nice but aren't aware if this bloggy xD long time no post, reason being ive been surprisingly BUSY! ha! with gymgym nd training stuff going on, maybe my days are starting to take a more interesting turn :) well today went for a match against some team from the east, so played for harry's team nd frankly i feel kina bad luh, cos' saturdays are meant for STREET SOCCER with govind,zhi min nd company =) ohwell..theres always NEXT week! =D so we waited for like 2 and a half hours for those wankers to finally make their grand entrance onto the desert-like pitch..wth mann, so sandy nd muddy especially on the left flank :( don't know how harry played there..so anyways played right wing..hahas shiok mann..=) only until ralph came up to me and asked me to play defensive mid..slotted in nd did a pretty okay job =) nd we won 6-5! topsy-turvy match mann plus my Adidas boots that i LOVE tore! WAH! nevermind, i have a new Adidas +60 waiting for me ..but nevertheless good practice for me cos next week playing for church against another church =D vamos guys!

tomorrow going to have church soccer training =) wh0o0oh0o0o more football =) better enjoy the amount im playing orelse i may just regret not doing when school term starts :( nd results are coming!! =( argh!..

i know i know short post but its late late :( but this is my poem of the day :)

Sinking in

your perfect eyes

they're all i can see

my heart flies

when we meet and set thee free

hell sees no other wrath

than to see us as a we

internally and externally

ceaseless is her flawless beauty

never does make her seem

haughty

naughty she may seem

its the same here

i know its insane

but thats just the funny game

so baby longevity beckons

sweetly immerse ourself into thee

for us to stay together

for eternity

cheapskate shakespear <3
"you grabbed my arm and declared i was your 'sayang', you are all i'll ever want"

~ohno this feeling i can't stop~

myother half

2008-01-15T23:58:00.000-08:00

WHEEE!!! im soso happy that my protein powder came this morning =D not bad mann the delivery people, they can just in time! was given the alloted slot from 9am to 12pm, darn was so agonizing mann the waiting time :( BUT, it was all worth it!!! hahahas! happyhappyhappy! ordered the super shaker bottle too nd total came up to $92.80..quite ex luh but wth! =DD now i can go gym gym nd have better protein after trainings..hehehs yan feng im going to make my muscles grow more now! muahaha! no luh joking dude :)

-monday-
mr low called me up nd asked me if i was going for training..my answer was like, "haha okay can", well connie you know what im feeling right now so you'll understand :D so mr low asked me to take training on monday, take the trackers for STAIRS training xD well i must admit being around the track nd field people is very fun sometimes, but not so much when you have to tell them what to do cos' they are not very serious nd don't seem to know when to show more enthusiasm..BUT im still glad that you guys are enthu most of the time ya! better than nothing =))) so during training, i did notice that connie was missing :( but i dismissed any lingering thoughts that there was something else more serious to her being absent like classes? besides sec 3 onwards, life's going to be like that :( suddenly she turned up nd said she needed to talk to me nd when we spoke it seemed we both had the same probs..so peculiar right? plusplus when we msgd we msg at the same time! plusplus bout our CCA past which was samesame =D cool mann..anyways remember our pact kay connie! :D everythings going to look up nd dawn is peering over the horizon, a new day a new beginning is imminent =) chey i don't know where that came from...but sounds style, going to make it quote of the day :)

so tomorrows going to be the first gymgym day when ill have my 100% whey protein powder with me after training!!!! wh0oh0o! deciding still if i want to go for track training..most probably i will cos they are going to run LONG distance!! -punches air!- BUT..hai connie not going again cos' got some science elements thingy..no worries girl! i understand nd if its a competition do me proud yah :D i got a silver last year! =DD jia you! nd shuhui must link me hor! =D hahas!

0O0O0OH dear protein! make me grow! =D

100% pure! =D

-quote of the day-
" dawn is peering over the horizon, a new day a new beginning is imminent"
cheapskate shakespear <3

myother half

2008-01-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

arghhh! im soso tired :( just came back from a 5 hour marathon soccer training session =D anyways the main reason why i went for the thing was that i wanted to get out there nd play soccer again! i didn't really realize that at the end of the session i would seriously be considering to play for the church them mann xD well at first when i saw the players i was like, "ohcrap they are super goodgood" how am i going to get into the starting 11?? then as the training wore on, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be tough i was kina rusty here nd there plus being oblivious to the characters of the other players there :( after some drills we finally played 2-side! fuh! shiok mann the feeling to dribble again :DD nd surprisingly the guys were pretty fun to play with :) thanks guys! =DD Stefano was awesome with last-man "em" thats how we call him :D so yea the 2-sides match went brilliantly cos whichever team i play in won! =) so pleased..hopefully i can do better next training nd show what i can really do on the ball =) nd they said there are many hot girls at cat-class.tsktsk nd moreso there are relationships internally..well god never said we cannot have gf! xDDD so here i come!!!!!! no luh jkjk..

so nothing much to blog about besides soccer, tomorrow going to be the usual gymgym =)))) then im going to get my whey protein powder! wh0oh0o! nd im stopping the military press :( better not do too much, later injure back :( nd still pondering if should attend track nd field training tomorrow :( besides xin yi isn't going so wth xD

wei ting is so HOT..argh (so random)

-quote of the day- cheapskate shakespear <3
"lets do it simple, i love you"

----end of post-----

myother half

2008-01-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

heylo :D looks like this blog thing becoming my latest white-elephant..efforts to learn more bout the html thingy have dried up..haii..nevertheless shall push on! =) afterall its not THAT BAD really..MAYbe there are some people out there reading this entry nd this blog xD so what has been happening..

-yesterday-
went to gymgym as usual BUT this time went at around 4 in the afternoon, mann was so damn packed, felt like a bloody sardine nd just can't understand some of the ppl doing the free weights there mann :( the mirror is there so that when you are lifting you can keep track of your POSTURE! not stand nd admire the muscles popping out momentarily! seeshh..anyways ive learnt my lesson, BACK to going in the morning when the people are less smelly nd the place is less dense =) after that supposed to go nd meet up with Evangeline for dinner but couldn't make it :( ill make it up to you right :DD then decided to meet nazahah at school, so pleased to see her again nd she said the same too =) well, she hasn't changed alot, still short(eh rhymes) no luh im joking only ah naz :) so talked nd talked till her dad came! argh! LUCKILY he didn't think i looked like a "MAT" orelse i'd be dead by now, so turned out that he asked naz if i was her bf...hai..whyyy whyyyy xD
tough i may not mind =P well she's nice..nd she said that she's got MORE guy friends now..aiya easy luh,-shrugs dust off shoulder-

-today-
well went to beach road to get dads overalls nd eat the ohSO famous char kuay tiao (pls forgive thee i don't know how to spell) had a plate with mum nd dad nd then did some other stuff nd headed back home =) nothing much luh today..tomorrow tough will be more enthralling =DDD

so tomorrow going to gymgym again =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i don't know why im so happy but i am! =) PUMPPUMPUMP!!!!!!! =)
then going to SP for openhouse hopefully..i dont feel like going mann :( besides ive already decided what i want to do :D nd going to meet nazahah to help her out with her d&t folio nd, im coming to give you a haircut dear!!! =DD
diploma marine engineering - - > b.degree in marine studies, Australian Maritime College- -> army - --> go to sea get chief engineer qualification- - > 1 more year at sea (you'll find out why)- -> if i can, PHD (very unlikely)- ->work onshore
fast fact, the current pay onboard a singapore flagship vessel for a chief engineer is easilly USD$8000 to USD$10000 :)
tough its not going to be easy to attain my chief engineer certification, im going to do it! :D i may be from NA, but i still can make it in life :)

so yea thats the past ive plotted out, its not going to be easy, but nobody said that the efforts will not culminate to sweet sweet rewards..

she said:"my english very good leh, band 1 you know"
i said:" im band 1 too :)"
her friend interjected: "NA NA NA NA NA!!"
i said: "you don't have to shout if you are that good"
ambiance: pan demonic silence..

"these words forever ill fuss, when i see you 15 years down the road, i hope you see me speeding by in life, in my superfluous lexus.."

-quote of the day-
"one can criticize,but is up to you to widen his or her bleak eyes"

no i wont be poetic, i will be like thee for you, evermore romantic
cheapskate shakespear <3

i so want to call you sayang again :)

myother half

2008-01-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

WHEE!! back! =DD third day in a row nd im getting a hang of it :DD alright so today was a real drag till the later part when went over to grandmums house for cousins birthday gathering =) but before that went to do some grocery shopping at serangoon gardens..mann love that place so so much..houses there are so AWESOME.especially the semi-detatched ones =D hai hope that we can shift over there some time :D anyways was pushing the trolley along when evangeline called!!! :DDD yesyes! i thought she was bored or something so she called, BUT she actually called to ask me out for lunch..quite shocked luh but pleasantly shocked =OOO =) i don't know mann its getting fishy nd she says my hair is nice, ACCORDING to priya? oookay? x& so theres another reason for me to NOT cut my hair despite my grandmother telling me to! so anyways maybe both evangeline nd i will be going out tomorrow to have some food :) just the two of us? interesting..hmmm..

so after we hung up went to put all the stuff in the car nd donated $1 to SPCA! wah like damn cheapo right!? but told myself today that once im having a stable job im going to contribute money to the SPCA cos' ive seen first hand how sad the animals there are :( they are kept in small cages nd barely have any place to run about =( maybe i can help ease their pain by helping them have a better living :) nd good thing that my family has already adopted dudley nd shadow from the SPCA =DD PEOPLE OUT THERE! do find some time nd visit the animals at the SPCA!! it's really make them more happy yah =)

later left for grandmas house nd aiye the people weren't there yet so decided to take my dads ceremonial sword from the wall nd clean it =D mann..i want to be awarded that sword one day too but its not easy =( dad got into Officer Cadet School nd when passing out they only awarded the sword to the top 10% of the army nd he got it..wahh..tsktsk must try mann nd it's be a real honor :)
check it out! its really old nd requires re-chroming :(

0o0oh shinnyyy

finally everybody came blah blah blah eat, talk, laugh, cut cake nd all the usual stuff but what intrigued me the most was when my cousin who just completed her degree at NTU was talking to a close friend who came :) they call him BOYBOY! HAHAHS! ehh but don't play play he's doing his PHD now in some engineering spectrum..nd my cousin, shes not too bad too shes in the accelerated bachelors degree category..hai why is everybody else so smart except me? too playful! xDD
but the best thing is that that guy, he went to Singapore Polytechnic! then went on to uni nd now he's doing his doctorate =D awesome mann..so it goes to show doesn't mean you're a POLY student you CAN'T make it! INSPIRATION! yan zhen asked me the other day what i wanted to do nd where i was going..maybe ill try to follow the footsteps of that guy..big words huh..we'll see :) vamos!

so for tomorrow going to GYMGYM! can pump the weights!!!!!!! rarw!!!!! so pleased nd to add to that gayness! nazahah replied to my friendster comment somemore long one! :D nd she's studying hard..YOU GO GIRL! =D maybe i cans see her tomorrow =) hehehs =) nd MAYBE ill go out with Evangeline :) we'll see ah ;D
this is the end of the POST =D so pleased if you read through everything :DDD i promise i shan't blabber too much next time..hopefully

-quote of the day-
"do it sweet nd simple, the results will surely be as wonderful"

baby, i still feel for you
-cheapskate shakespear<3->

myother half

2008-01-07T21:20:00.000-08:00

YES! ive managed to drag myself to the com to blog! =DDD no luh its not that bad as i described :) SO TODAY went to gymgym! nd SHE was there again! :DDDD yes! aiye buden wanting to like her is SO wrong xD i don't even know how OLD she is =& PLUS she's kina hot so shes out of my league..anywayyyys...did the USUAL stuff BUT this time round i upped the weights especially for the biceps =D 10KG each side! total 20 kg! pump the weights!! wh0o0oh0o0o! so when i was doing the weights i decided that i should incorporate some resistance training for my legs too! bloody suhaidah thinks i have chicken legs..seeshh its called LEAN 'missy' so going to go gym AGAIN tomorrow!! nd after that have some track training :DD we'll see maybe ill do track first =D so after gym went to play street soccer!! wei xiong,alvin,brian,jason,kain boon,big-buttock guy nd devil dead were there so had 4 on 4..wah damn hot mann to day..the sun beating down on my already-weakened body..the pungent taste of sodium chloride filled my mouth nd my hair dried up like DEAD hay you'd find in a horses stable xD
HA! trying to be long winded again! xD cannot make it.

WATCH OUT im going to smack you dah!

goal in life

ohwell im going to conclude my post for today nd go nd flaunt my time away by erm talking to hazirah :D she's having some problems nd im going to help her with some of her subjects! yes! can can =DDDDD hehehehehes
GYMGYM tomorrow happy happy happyy!!!! :DDDDD

~quote if the day~
"you're nothing short of my miracle"
mi milagro <3>

myother half

2008-01-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

0O0O0OH MR BLOG! im sorry for being little idiot by not updating xD its been like 2 weeks since blogging =( and honestly im thinking of what to blog now..well lets just start by what happened when i went back to school with niki, xiu bin, & zheng liang :D
wasn't all that fantastic actually nd the main contributing reason why i feel this crappy way is sadly cos' some of the juniors dont APPRECIATE the presence of the seniors there xD aiyee..there could be several reasons..lets see..
1: we punished them too much when we were in office
2: the 7th ex co is too good? (hahahahahas!!)
3: or they are just plain idiots?
ANYWAYS..it doesn't matter nd it look like the ALTERNATING batch thing is going to continue :( GOODLUCK 10th exco! you're going to need it ;D OR! you can prove everyone wrong any break the cycle..well if you want to do it, you first have to be less stuck up (to a specific few)..

other than that, ive been trying VERY hard lately to learn bout' the HTML thingy but fiddling around xD i need to change my blogskin!!!!!! shu hui has got a blog now despite her sis discouraging her =D you go girl! im sure you have the discipline nd inclination to know when to log on nd when to hit the books!! nd speaking of books..had a long chat with yan zhen over SMS, catching up with the old times nd stuff..well not exactly nostalgic but just seeing how shes doing =D she seems alright nd i wish her ALL THE best for the O's ;DDD hahahs tian tian
nd she may be teaching me piano too! so cool right!!? but i think my fingers are already stiff stiff so its going to be kina difficult :( ill try :DD

on the FITNESS front! yes i got my new ADIZERO LT racing shoes!!!! =D aiye so damn ex mann, anyways im going to use them sparingly xD nd i feel much better now, can keep up with dudley when he runs! yes! he runs VERY fast, crazy sprinter dog xD OHyea something peculiar im feeling..should i still go for track training with mr low? i feel like i shouldn't :( ponders-

i know this is a strange end to the post but ohwell theres always a first for everyone xD

-quote of the day-
"today you're 13, i hope you've matured in heart<3"

-when i left you it wasn't cos' i didn't love you, it was cos you didn't show me if the future was clear nd true"

myother half

2007-12-27T23:56:00.000-08:00

garhhhh! such a long time since blogged :( well frankly haven't had the mood to do so..but with christmas nd stuff happening with cousins birthday =D so holidays not SO boring as before :) Christmas was more of a WAKE-UP-CALL rather than a enjoyable one, it really drilled home the message bout' how 'the father' loves us so much to send his down his own son to be with us in the midst of all our trials nd tribulations of life :) nd the least we can do is be more like him..

..well just as i was getting my 'mood gauge' up again..i come to think bout training today..aiye.seriously my running is starting to get 'crappier' gosh ran my 1500m in 6 mins! WTF! nd wei long ran in 5min 54sec xD he's YOUNGER! BUT managed to catch him for the 100m when i was put like 30m back with him getting a head-start xD argh!..well there cos be a couple of possible reason for the poor form :(

1: overtraining - - - ->running everyday xD
2: didn't eat before training :(
3: lack of competition?
4: my anaerobic red fast twitch muscles are SLEEPING! - - -> MOST PROBABLE

anyways im going to incorporate speed training once or twice a week at track :) focus on QUALITY nd not QUANTITY..tough i still have to keep up the endurance training.grr..no pain no gain people! :D nd yea im going to run with man ting soon! she says she's getting FAT! OMG! thats impossible you know..besides she dances all the time nd im sure she has a hot bod like most guys say xD nevermind im still going to run with her probably on saturday or something :D come on train till 2.4km AT LEAST 8min 30sec :D

nd 'HER' birthday is coming up..hmm..-ponders on what to get her-..she's nice so ill get her something nice ;D hopefully xD

new-years resolution

1: try not to break hearts? (someone told me one of the resolutions should be this)
2: get felicia to return friendster comments faster.. like not a month late xD

the other resolutions will be in the subsequent posts =D

baby, this is for you,
"usted es no típico especial"

myother half

2007-12-20T19:45:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!! one week haven't update! xD so im going to be filial to my blog nd update it now =D well, this week's been a DRAG as usual..omg these holidays are killing me :( anyways..yes heard that council camp was okay nd i suppose that good nd if 'you people'(specifically) do appreciate some words of advise, ive got a simple one.."the reason why people fall is to make them learn how to stand up again nd stride along stronger than before":D nd YES! i just made pizza AGAIN today..but this time ALL BY MYSELF! wh0o0h0o0o! =D yes if i want to be a proper guy, i must learn how to cook nd do things for myself :D what a lucky person my wife would be next time :p -PUI!!!- hahas! yupyup i know thats your reaction now..xD had to go ALL THE WAY to northpoint to get the ingredients..mann..everybody was like scurrying at coldstorage..trying to get together the last minute stuff they need x)nd SADLY i haven't gone christmas shopping of anysort no thanks to my parents who are outstation! those people ah..supposed to come back 2 weeks ago..aiye.work work work :( hopefully christmas will be spent well this round..so go the stuff, came back nd got DOWN ND DIRTY!!!! =Dyes with the dough nd stuff :) came out pretty good =D tough the first one has a THICK crust! argh! the second one had a thinner nd more suttle one :) yay! PLEASE..cooking is not only for ladies..=& photos here!

OVEN-ING!!!!!!!!

THE PRE-BAKE! =D

anyways besides that, feli tung says parents want to send her to girls home xD aiye thats kina sad luh..hopefully she doesn't go there..orslse her considerably "pretty-face" will get kina mashed up like mashed potato..now THAT'd be sad :( nd tomorrow track nd field training!!!! omg PLEASE let it not be 4oometers training :( pleaseeeeeeee..argh i still need to get endurance back xD vamos vamos! if i doesn't KILL you, it'll make you STRONGER! yes! motivated! YT track! saturday BADMINTON date! <3

"it's going to take something special to get over you"
-cheapskate shakespear <3

imissyou DD

myother half

2007-12-16T17:03:00.000-08:00

as im typing in this post im listening to KENNY G!! yeahh thats right =D mann.i missed how much i loved his songs..nd getting EMO now..but its a g0od emo i guess nd comes at a g0od time..so close to the end of another year =) well i'd be blatantly lying to everyone nd more importantly myself if i were to say ive not regretted what has happened in the past couple of months..=( yeayea i know you people know who i'm referring to..so i'll cut to the chase..i'd do anything to trun back time nd make things right..but the harsh reality is that its not going to happen :( ohwell..i just want you to know girl..you'll always have a special place in this boy's young nd downtrodden heart <3 style

on a HAPPIER note, we'll see what happened today =D went for early 7am mass at novena =D aiye..couldn't get a seat again! cos LATE X) seeshh..anyways the message today was..wait patiently for HIS coming this christmas nd its really applicable to the daily happenings in our lives..e.g a farmer can do all the ploughing nd planting of the seeds..but he has to WAIT for the rain to pour nd nourish his crops..nd in that waiting he has to have FAITH that the rain will come nd fl0od his fields nd then will he reap the harvest =) well i think love works this way too =) the one side can put all the inputs like commitment,desire,passion nd feelings but if the other side refutes to put in that ne LAST BIT of love nd desire..will it all work out in the end? it doesn't matter who's chasing who..all that matters is if both want the same outcome..unfortunately its not happened with me =( but thank god for he has ensured that i will love again <3

ANYWAYS! today went to gymgym! hahas! saw joon kiat there pumping weights too..yesyes we're animals! xD no luh i don't mean literally but as in gym ming way xD its good..today was heavy biceps..pumppumppump!!!! muahahah!!
nd tomorrow got track nd field training!! whee!! going to run like mad again! -punches air!!! 0o0ohh fitnesss 0o0oh fitnesss come back to papaa x) yikes!
going to see xue li too tomorrow! happy happy happy! :)

-poem of the day coming up soon-

my other half

2007-12-13T22:32:00.000-08:00

aiye what a TIRESOME day mann xD wh0o0ot! went without sleep this morning cos' stayed up to see CHAMPIONS league final matchday..not so bad luh..united drew using a relatively young second-string side away at roma..not bad =D then after that ard 6.30 in the morning went to swimswim =D at the yishun swimming complex..omg..so many mama fellas there mann x) so irritating mann they way they swim! always NEVER l0ok ahead of their lane nd see if got incoming swimmers..blo0dy have to swim like a snake to avoid mid-water collision xD anyways managed to put in 15 laps.=( sad mann..just started off tough..get ready for triathlon next year!!!! vamos! =) so went to the wash-room to clean up nd saw some old men staring at me x) wth mann..anyways after that headed to yishun stadium for track nd field training..nd APPARENTLY it was supposed to be at sch0ol! argh! nevermind gwen, sylvia, nd ppl also were at the stadium =D so went to sch nd met up with coach =) argh! ran 5.8km then!! mann..ive got to work on my endurance =(..next week training ppl!! =))))))

-punches air!- tomorrow gymgym day! =D going to PUMPPUMPPUMP the weightss!! =D hope i dont see any of those kuku-birds trying to be heros xD

looks like going for council camp is going to be futile..

quote of the day-
"yes just forget bout me, now you're free"
-cheapskate shakespear<3

myother half

2007-12-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

another day another post =D well..went to gymgym today again nd felt really good luh..getting my mind off things..nd i saw this strange strange person again xD shes like at gym whenever i go for one week already! =) feels so funny luh when im doing the weights nd she takes short glances at me x) feel like laughing out mann! anyways shes pretty good-looking =) BUT not as good-looking as someone else special ofcourse =) looks like im not going to much joy on the emotional front this christmas =( ohwell i suppose theres ALWAYS been one above all =D nd thats god..he's the creator of all things beautiful nd meaningful..he is love nd he says love others like how ive loved you <3
ohyea so going to play badminton with xiu bin at 7 in the morning!!!=D aiye i need to go nd buy those new shuttlecocks xD wah so expensive mann..going to burn holes in this shallow shallow pockets xD i suppose the christmas gift that im getting that 'SG' is going to be not too expensive =s hai..nd mum nd dad coming back tomorrow..wah what a double whammy mann =( they're going to start nagging bout' the position of the christmas tree xD anyways they're back nd that means BETTER food!! yay! nd i can get on with baking the cake for YZ =)

~the ohso random paragraph of the day~
hope is the belief that someone nd something is possible to capture..without it life would be a compass situated at the center of the Bermuda triangle

-cheapskate shakespear <3 at the cross-roads

"i think i can go on saying sometimes goodbye is the only way"

from my heart

2007-12-11T01:49:00.000-08:00

AHH..okay 2 posts in quick succession =D so nothing much happened today EXCEPT for my part 2 ghastly encounter!!!! this time duddud experienced it t0o xD nd today GYMGYM day! =D yaye! so happy!! hahas so later 8am go gymgym then off to streetsoccer with govind! =D yesyes soccer again! well at least gymgym nd soccer has been keeping my mind pre-occupied nd not thinking too much bout other heart-wrenching things =(
anyways other than that hui sze made me realise some stuff today..which prompted me to come up with another poem =) yesyes you can perceive it in ANY way..thats the beauty of poetry there are many sides nd perception to a poem but ONE defining message =) well thats later on..
soyea apparently many people know who that person i like it..well they can say anything they want nd for all you know they may be wrong right? =) well i think ive said enough, ill let the poetry do the talking..

~ohso cold you treat thee~

my utmost ive tried
the days and nights of thou ive dreamt
the heart within calls out with frostbitten cries
to put this fight down with all my might

this precipice i lay upon
steep and precarious
so easy to fall
but it insists on holding on

on the other face
reality and truth are ominous to my eyes
if i stay in this frigid place
loves death would be a welcomed grace

now i've chosen my descend from this place
where all love is lost without a trace
its not easy to say its true
that i may be giving up on you

-cheapskate shakespear <3-

"but doesn't mean you give up, as times passes by, you will start to forget her, not forget her but forget about hoping to be with her." - what was said
reply within: deafening silence

0o0olalaa

2007-12-11T01:13:00.000-08:00

so yeah here i am with the entry bout the further investigation of the "something" that i allegedly saw XD this time i have pictures! =) i know they are kina boring but thats the best i can do for now..well in all honesty i don't really have the mood to do post but nevertheless i shall! =) so this time i took my buddy along! see im actually not that dare-deVil kay pui lyn xD hahas..soyea as soon as i saw the sad sad message from xiu bin, i decided to grab the leash,windbreaker nd my phone nd do some searching for the THING i saw..duddud(my dog) was really excited but he didn't know what i was planning for him.nd that was a terrorizing adventure ..

so set off at around 11:20pm nd reached the AREA around 20 mins later..was a quick 20mins cos had xiu bin on the line..so preoccupied =D nd omg duddud jumped into THE DRAIN cos he was scared of the cars whizzing past the sidewalk xD poor thing huh..nd when he jumped into the longkang he ALMOST strangled himself to death x( omg thank god he's okay now =) so yea as we approached the AREA, i could sense the change of behavior of duddud, from the energetic nd jumpy personality that he displayed, he turned more silent nd his pace slowed to a cautious speed nd he drew closer to my feet, seeking some sense of company in the midst of the dark nd cold surrounding. The ambiance was far from inviting nd as we ventured deeper into the dimly lit area..no long after, that same eery feeling persisted AGAIN..omg! you have to experience it for yourself..nd duddud became more anxious to go the opposite direction =( thoughts of turning back kept nagging at the back of my head..but curiosity nd kukubird-ness drove me forward..nd im not lying! but i felt i cold breath at the back of my neck! =( nd as soon as i felt it..the hair at almost EVERY part of my body stood nd froze for that split-second xD i l0oked down to duddud nd he l0oked back at me nd it was as tough we could read each others minds nd we decided to turn back! i did so cautiously hoping that i may not get a glimpse of SOMETHING people perceive as unFRIENDLY nd freaky..fortunately i didn't see somthing this time round BUT what was that cold breath at the back of my neck!? could i be imagining? =( im going to leave you guys to think if im hallucinating =( i hope that i am..

pics coming soon =D

my other half

2007-12-09T02:15:00.000-08:00

Back to blog blog! =D okay so whats been happening in my all-so-interesting post-exam days of mine ( said with the tinge of sarcasm) well..SHAWN! yes shawn sent me a comment on friendster telling me not to GIVE UP! omg..why do so many people know about it ah? its not like i've mentioned mentioned who it is HERE..anyways..shawn has just cast me back into my EMO mode.garhh! i know you people are sick of it already so shan't say more xD

so yesterday(saturday night) went for the normal routine run to get back to PROPER fitness level..orelse ill be a laughing stock when training with the sch0ol team =( sad huh..so tried to be MORE adventurous nd went towards mandai road or something..nd came across this sign saying "selatar reservoir"- -> followed my arrow pointing in the direction..so went that way luh! im ALWAYS getting myself into trouble from banging mums car nd getting knocked down by a car while cycling to sch0ol to make MILO for councillors x) soyea why not add to my growing list of 'close-tragedies'..it was already 9.20pm..NO STREET LIGHTS! omg was s0 dark mann..but i was feeling alright to go on..soyea controlled my pace nd went on..then there was this eery vibe that i was getting so i decided to turn back..as i angled my eyes toward the ground so prevent any sudden shock..but how to run l0oking downwards!? eventually resistance was futile nd i l0oked ahead ..nd i THINK i saw 'SOMETHING'..i shan't do indepth..i prefer to not contemplate that i REALLY saw 'SOMETHING'..=( if you want to know..ask me personally ill tell you everything =)..FORTUNATELY nothing happened..well..should i go back again? the same route?..omg.ill bring my rosary with me if i do..amen =) well till another day of cardiovascular conditioning.then will i find out =D

so todays going to be definetly LESS treacherous than the ghastly encounter =(
first going to novena for 7am mass then gymgym! =D gym opens at 9am..so can go get healthy breakfast so can have energy to PUMP WEIGHTSS!!! finally the muscles have ACCLIMATISED to the training..no more SORES! nd that can only mean in ready to pun on more of the weights nd up the reps =D other than that ill be pondering...daydreaming...dreaming...missing nd ofcourse
loving you <3>

"day nd night i can't help but miss you, this much i say is true..theres not much point if you don't want to open up or take the first step sometimes.. but for you its an exception cos i want to believe that you nd me..we can work this out..if you think it can't..let me hear it from yours to my rumbustious heart.. "

cheapskate shakespear <3>
ive got the almost PERFECT song that describes whats going on dear..

"Only Love"

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

im missing you dear <3

why..

2007-12-07T09:12:00.001-08:00

w0o0o0oshhh!!!IM back!..mann.was so tired the past few days with training nd stuff so finally im going to post something now =) so yea went to gymgym in the morning as usual =D nd it was pretty much the same thing luh except for i saw govind! yes! govind at the gym! never knew he went to gym t0o..anyways.he wants to put on some muscle so came over nd made friends the body builder a.k.a the care-taker of the gym to teach him how to pump those weights!!! wh0o0o! mann..love that sensation of pumpin weights =D aaaanyways that was that nd i managed to put on 5lbs more of weight with same reps for the shoulder press..good progress =) come on!!! muscle GROW!! =D theres another day of gymgym..

nd YES! aiye..not going to go out with MT, SC, nd niki.=( cos' niki injured herself pretty bad =( better take care dah if you're reading this! orslse ill ask mrs samuel to put braces all in UNDESIRABLE places of the body! xD yan zhen is back from brisbane today nd she wants a chocolate cake! omg! i haven't even started..well..i suppose i can get one from prima deli ;)
eheh just kidding..no worries ZY ill bake you one sooner rather than later =D

scandal!!!
YES scandal! evangeline told me something that really freaked me out today..shan't say it here tough cos it's DANGEROUS..nd EVANGELINE! takecare of that cough!
(personal message to whoever you think it may concern) - - -> i know how you feel about me but unfortunately my hearts been stolen..ripped from the flesh of this body nd i hope that i can never have it back cos its with her that it belongs.<3

well..tomorrow going to meet up with football kakis! streetsoccer!!!! =D the ball beckons!

"people ask me why im crazy over you..the guys say you're not pretty nd that i don't deserve you..what distinguishes is the art that is behind the facade nd not the mask hypocrites put on..i may not see your flaws nd you haven't seen mine..but with thou in my life, we art sure to be flawless "
-cheapskate shakespear <3>

im missing you

my other half

2007-12-05T23:56:00.000-08:00

-YAWN-sorry i didn't know how to start off xD so yea time to start regurgitating what happened today =D i woke up EARLY today mann! 6+! i know it may not be such a big thing to you but i did! Anyways today resumed resistance training at gymgym =) so went early early nd there weren't many people there to i had ALL the barbells nd free-weights to MYSELF! muaHAHAHAAS! okay im being kuku now..anyways today was triceps, shoulder,bicep nd back..need to put the muscle back on =) thanks to yan feng the ANIMAL weights pumper! ive got some new nd improved moves on the shoulder training =) thanks mann!..anyways it was really g0od luh.managed to pump up alot of sets so we'll HOPEFULLY see a more macho nd learner thava-monkey s0on! =D well lets just hope i dont get any shorter =) luckily today didn't see anyone of those silly guys who come with their 'gang'..pump weights for 30 mins nd chao! then tell the girls they are hardcore gym-ers..kina irritating luh..cos they HOG the weights like noBODY's problem! xD anyways had a g0od g0od session today so thats the defining fact =)

besides that brother decided to order pizza hut! ong SINFUL f0od! but ohwell i had some of the 'JINGLE JOY'..somehow it reminds me of BALLS..wth mann..but it was very nice =D once in awhile its okay luh =)

im thinking of you day nd night..in my dreams you dissapear as quicky as you appear..is that a harbinger of whats to happen in real-time..not bedtime..if so i do sincerely hope you put this 'thing' we have to rest..at least for you, it'd be the best..

well..i didn't msg her again today =( feels so different you know..but shes not loggen on to friendster nor msn for these past few days..maybe busy? ill try to keep positive =D
12th december..should i?

tomorrow is going to be a HARD RUN in the morning..going to try clock in some sleep..thats if i can get you out of my head..<3
"you're my other wing, my other half, without you my life's' a total bluff"
cheapskate shakespear <3>

anon..

2007-12-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

W00O0O0OSH!! im back! =D okay its not been very long..anyways so what happened today..I DID NOT MSG HER! x( theres this surreal feeling deep within nd theres this perciluar feeling deep within thats telling me send her a g0odnight msg..nd theres this supposedly the more sagacious side of me saying let her take the initiative.OHwell ive said my prayers..we'll see what god's plan is =D hopefully both of us are on the same wavelength..he is love nd im just part of his plan

anyways went to play street soccer with my football kakis near police station! nd i just realised that alot of my friends smoke! aiye..i know that thats never going to happpen..dont want jeopardize my running capabilities! tough im not that fantastic nd omg finally my feet are feeling the ominous touch of the SOCCER BALL! =D couldn't me happier bout' that nd some of them asked if it would be possible if i played for their team! nd of course at the expense of another of of their players! =( anyways i'd be stoked if i play for your team guys..we'll see how it pans out in the naxt match =D (silently plots another day to play!)

besides that im going to go out with MT on saturday! perhaps a lil' bit of romance dear? hahahs! can't wait!

"i want to run for you
to you
with every stride i take
you step back with a smile evermore fake"

-cheapskate shakespear <3>

anatomy of the heart <3

2007-12-03T07:34:00.000-08:00

Well i guess this is the start of my blog! im not too enthralled by it simply cos' i don't know where to start! okay..today i was supposed to go to our sch0ols prom but i just didn't feel like it you get what i mean. okay you don't. Well whats the use of a prom when you dont have a prom date right!?
so sad huh..well not everyone going to the prom has a prom date either so they are just going there for FUN XD nd is i were to take that special person along, it wouldn't be possible cos shes sec 2! yesyes i like a sec 2 girl nd she's super nice =D don't ask me why cos there are just too many reasons..i'd go on till the night grows old nd the sun tries its utmost to peer through the slightest slit in the clouds..

well lets ravage through my heart..<3

one side is saying hang in there and give her time to work things out with her studies nd her mum cos she said that her mum would go berserk if she found out her daughter was in a relationship..nd she doesn't want to put her studies into jeopardy =( i understand that nd i don't blame her for it too..besides she's doing SO WELL nd she's in a very good class =D
another side is saying forget about it nd let her go..well its also another probable avenue but I'd be going against my heart right? oh god help me..nd besides she's nt really taking the initiative either? well she said she liked me but thats seriously left me 'dangling'..like me as in friend-like?
or special-like?..I don't want to ask her as much as it kills me that im not asking..cos' it may seem that im pushing too much..well every action has an opposite reaction..(physics) unfortunately physics doesn't come into play in the anatomy of the heart <3

so now moral of the story..im stuck.looks like im loosing you.